Self-Reflection

"We know ourself,
find the self of 'you',
know the self of 'you',
speak for the self of 'you',
& be the self of 'you'......."

Stop Disappearing......

"when will my reflection show,
who i am...inside...."

This may seem to be an emo post,
what could i write or say in here?
Things happen had happened......

My Big Day

Graduation is the climax of a dream.
A parental dream that began when a child is born,
and their hope come true,
when they see her with mortarboard & gown.......

A peak of success of hers,

with the patient of her dad & mom,

A joyful event after many years they had to wait,

At last, for her dad & mom,

a dream come true.



Finally i've pursued a Bachelor of Music (Hons.) in

Contemporary Music.....

I started having my music education since 6 year old.

It was being force by my mom.

As i remember,

it was through an achievement that i've made,

i pass my very 1st grade in classical piano,

it planted my interest & passion to music,

& now it pull me through to a greatest

success that i've ever made.....

Tic Toc Tic Toc,
The days go by slowly to me

while waiting this big day....

Thx to my lovely sis, who came & being so supportive,
she manage to get some shot although no taking picture
is allowed during ceremony....

Mom & Dad came as well...
I can see through mom's face that she is glad
to see me on that day.
Sis was so happy (^_^) for me,
Dad?? eemmm can't really tell from his face, so wood..
I think he is damn happy ;) hehehe

Flowers, Bears & Chocolate
received by graduates...
What i got?

Emm.... Fresh daisy from someone (^_^)

Thank you so much.

Pls Ignore my Silly face...
Was too happy on that day.
What u expect? u can only achieve it once in your life time.
I guess others would be the same as me!!!

Didn't manage to take picture aft the convo,
therefore, we took it by ourselves...
Cheong's Studio...

How great would it be if Great Grandma can share
this joyful event with us.....
i miss her so much,
can never forget her care & love for me
when she is still around.
Hope she knows that her great granddaughter
has made her feel proud....

So Long, Farewell, is time to say Goodbye.

I've skip for many post.
Many reason why i don't post my journal
anymore in this blog.
However, this tragic moment really
encouraging me to write about it.

Innocent life always been destroyed by humankind.
Why? Is it a practice? Or it gains beneficial to the
person who did it?

Wis & Ah Wong were being care & love by
Ejay and his neighborhood.
This 2 adult dog only manage to live in this world
for a year.
Ah Wong is the female dog which gave birth lately
to 10 puppies.
How sad it is if puppies can recognize or remember
their mom.....
Who is dead without saying a bye or a glance.

They were being poison to death.
The chemical reaction took some time before
they pass away.
Probably some bad intention people fed them
with some kind of poison stuff into food,
and the 2 dogs ate it without knowing.

Ejay couldn't accept the fact that both of them
lefted him & he didn't manage to see them
for the last time.
There's people actually buried them somewhere
near his place & and with a cross on the ground.
How nice are this people....
Many people love both of them because they
are the guardian to the resident.
They protect & alert people when there's
stranger around....

Once there are gone,
Ejay felt his alone when he jogs, play basketball
& feel unsafe when he is home late.
Usually Vis will be with him all the time,
& Vis can recognize his car alarm...
& Vis will run to him whenever he is home.
but now everything has gone without
a reason for him, not at all.

This pictures i actually took it last time
when i was watching Ejay playing basketball
& Vis was laying on the ground watching him
play as well.
This dog has been known by many people that
is Ejay's pet.
He felt sad whenever people mention,
"where's ur dog, Vis?"

"he is watching him play"


"Dear Vis,
i may not know u well,
i may not like u when u dirty my white skirt,
i may not hug u before,
but 1 thing......
i miss your existence."

Im sorry that i didn't post Ah Wong's pic.
I barely get a chance to capture her.
Will try to find 1 k.
She is pretty...

I do pray that God will know what to do,
God will plan for everything,
& he will send his punishment to
humans who destroy creatures life.

"I hope things get better for him, cheer up"